CRIPPLER'S LAIR

Only God Can Judge Me

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Back Again

It was just a misunderstanding. I didn't know i was so foolish. She was very understanding and i appreciate it. I apologised and she too apologised. I'm glad we're back together. I promise never to leave her again. I just can't live without her.

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Change We Need. Singaporeans Are Ready.

We separated. Our own ways this time around. I am disappointed with her. She loves drinking. I do not understand people who loves to drink. I care about her but she do not even care for her own health. I went to Jakarta hoping to meet her but she got too drunk and did not even turn up. Only God knows how i felt that night. She called the next day and apologised and i pardoned her. We met up eventually. But i still do love her. In Singapore, we agreed to call each other at night (usually every Friday) but she would get drunk instead. Didn't answer my call because she was afraid that i would know that she was drunk. I knew she was drunk. She apologised and i pardoned her again. History repeated itself thrice. The decision to split up i made is the best for the both of us. Neither party will suffer this way. Hope she changes for the better. No matter what, i still love her. If only our paths meet again someday.. I am missing her already.

Been working with AETOS again. Low pay but i don't mind. Quit university already. I have no faith left in Singapore's education system. Fucked up system devised by nerds from PAP. We are actually victims of our own success. Stupid! I want to set-up my own company. Self-employed. So university education is not practical. Anyway, i feel so cheated by UniSIM. Money-mongering university. I will take up either international diploma in business by Cambridge University or Business Set-up Course by It's The End (ITE). Wakaka. Two business projects of mine. Open a mini cafe selling authentic and rare food (including Satay Padang and Madura) to collect enough capital for my mega project that is a-secret-that-i-won't-reveal-to-you. Going to Batam in December or November to learn how to cook Satay Padang and Madura. I have been searching for a good spot to sell satay and i find Arab Street, particularly Baghdad Street near Kampung Glam Cafe, to be the best. Hope some thing works out if not i'm doomed. Oh i love challenges!

Weight lifting training is interesting. Started training with one of Singapore's Weight Lifting coaches at Yio Chu Kang gym. So far so good. Been pumping iron since last week. My weight dropped from 89kg to 84kg. Bravo! My target for snatch is 185kg and for Clean & Jerk is 205kg. Main target: Olympic Gold Medal. Bisa donk! Insha-allah.

My Wish List
> Become a better Muslim
> Be able to read, understand and memorise the Holy Quran
> master Arabic Language
> To meet Veronica Jeanieta Raturosari again
> Olympic Gold Medal
> S$1,000,000
> Learn and master the guitar
> Compose my own songs
> Successful satay business
> mega project.. Mission: Mortal Kombat
> Harley Davidson's Cross Bones
> Honda XR400
> Class 2A Riding License
> Class 2B Riding License
> Class 3 Driving License
> Class 4 Driving License
> Class 5 Driving License
> Ford Mustang GT Cobra
> A pretty, nice, loyal and faithful wife
> 5 children
> Become the President of the Republic of Singapore
> Canon's professional digital camera
> A big and beautiful house in Puncak, Bogor
> A property in Jakarta
> A nice villa by the beach in Singapore
> Go to Heaven
> Any good mp3 or mp4 player that has a speaker
> To see PAP crumble when i am alive
> Quit smoking
> Master Boyanese Language
> Master French Language
> Master Latin
> A degree just to show those mother fuckers what's the big deal about degree
> Eradicate corruption (both obvious and subtle form of corruptions) in Singapore
> Build the most beautiful mosque in the world in Singapore
> Perform the hajj
> See Israel disappear from the world map
> World Peace
> giving free education to unfortunate children in Singapore
> privatise Temasek Holdings
> build a bridge linking Singapore and Batam (ah peks and pak ciks confirm fucking happy)
> meet Aullia Citra Binangkhit

Well, live life to the fullest and live life the way you want it to be in order to die peacefully.




Oh by the way, change is inevitable and possible in Singapore. Look at America. Obama: First black president of US. Look at Malaysia. Anwar: will take over and revamp "the system" corrupted by the BN-led government. Nothing is impossible. And who ever says that Singaporeans are not ready? Open your eyes. You do not need a leader to be a scholar or a degree holder. All you need is a competent leader who knows what heart landers feel. He must be able to lead a group full of policy and decision makers. I'm sure you do not want your country to be ruled by nerdy scholars..wakaka..if you let a truthful and competent man lead a country, he will lead it faithfully..but if you let a too smart man lead a country, he will outsmart you..don't tell me i didn't warn you..i wonder what is the next song after 'My Hum'..

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