Deviant

This goes to a gal whom i meet everyday in school...hey, do u know what it is like to lose a best friend to gays? Im sure you do not know what it feels like! I lost my best friend after he became a gay and im not saying that he's no longer my friend. He is isolating himself now from me because he knows i hate homos. We used to hate homos and criticised them everyday in our lives in secondary school but suddenly, the table was turned against me. He's a homo now. I'm not that sexist or extremely against homos but i just feel there i no need to express yourself by being deviant. What do you get from becoming a lesbo or a gay? I know that you will ask me what do you get from smoking but that's a totally different case. I lost something great. Okay...i admit im damn obnoxious towards Pirate of the Carribean and im sorry..I know saying sorry is easy but im sincere about this. I just hate seeing people chasing shadows = giler bayang. I dont want to lose anything or anybody no more. I know homosexuality is a social ill and i believe you gals will be straight someday. I meant well.. Why do i have to approach you in school? This problem hasn't been blown out of proportion and i intend not to aggrevate it further. Im really sorry.. Well it's true that im not good with girls or in another words, BGR is not my forte but who cares rite? BGR is not here to stay even though it involves sacred gift, that is love but personally i think it is a waste of time right now. You usually act differently towards your lover and not be yourself. Well, if that relationship goes beyond just friends, then i'll kowtow to you but again, it's a waste of resources. Obviously there's misallocation of resources. No offense gal and i meant well..just putting down my thoughts..Knowing you is one of the best thing that ever happened in my life in JJC but seeing you like this brings me dejavu. I dont want to relive the old past..I hope i wont get attacked by homos after putting down this controversial entry..Again, im sorry about the incident..I hope we are even now and all the best to you..I'll try to tone down my comment..Be it with girls or rugby, even if i dont do well in any of those two, friendship is still important to me..You cant buy friendship..It lives with you..Thankz anyway for opening my eyes towards my surrounding..I hope we're still friends..Logging out...

Wrong Time To Be Racist

Haha..at last i can update my blog thanks to a sweet lady at college and i hope she's reading this entry right now..haha..yeah you!! Thankz for lending your school account..hehe...Damn, my computer is down and there's no way i can go online at home now..Sigh!! Well, look on the bright side of life..Atleast i can have time to mug...Talking about mugging...yeah..prelim had started and i'm left with 2 more papers...physics and economics..woopeydoo...haha..gosh...i'm starting my gym regime again and it's like how many years since i did a proper gym workout...i'm gonna pump some iron and look like Arnold Shwarzenegger..haha..kk...well, nothing much had happened here in school or even in my life..damn,i'm left with 40 plus days to A level and i'm not feeling any fright at all...y? dont ask me coz i dunno...haha..Maybe i'm immunised to major examinations...so far so good except for maths...i bet those stupid maths teachers are happy now for setting difficult papers...they are killers..basic is not enought but what the hell...A level will not be that hard..kk..Manchester drew with liverpool yesterday and i was damn frustrated with Alex Ferguson...he's getting senile as time passes by...why would he replace players at the dead minute? What the fuck!! Anyway, at least MUFC didnt lose...I sms-ed Shorty before the match and i told her to watch the match coz her favourite player, Christiano Ronaldo, is playing..Shorty's damn cute and funny lah..haha...i saw her old pics in JVS school magazines and she's totally different..haha...and now she wants to take revenge by hunting for my old pics in which she has no access to unless she ask Liana Nina, haha on purpose. Anyway, the news on the capture of those racist bloggers came out on the Newpaper couple of days a ago..Those bloggers ought to be punished coz there's no room for racism in singapore...well, if you guys arent satisfy with the Malays, Muslims or even Christians, the least you could do is to keep those comment to yourself...haha..well, if arent satisfy with my comment, here's my e-mail add.. the_crippler_fathi@hotmail.com ....come and get me...if you want some, come get some...haha.. well, i'm the King Of the Malays!! haha...i'm really frustrated with those stupid racists and in my life, i've came across lots of racists...if you guys ever dare to show ur racism in front of me, i'm so gonna kick your yellow teeth down ur throat...FUCK OFF especially to the stupid loser who owns the blogsite... secondholocaust.blogspot.com.... u wanna know wat? i actually went to the Govt website to make a report under the feedback section...haha...whois having the last laugh? haha hehe huhu hurhur...well well...life's boring...this is it for me...couple more days to A level...im just gonna hang on and study hard and smart...i've done all my notes and its about time now i just do my revision...GOD WILL NOT HELP THOSE WHO AREN'T WILLING TO HELP THEMSELVES FIRST...good luck too to all my friends...c ya around!!